THE CAPTURED STORY OF A BROKEN MAN
Tumaini
GOD • TRUTH • HOPE
Tumaini is a poetry anthology written by Jade Novelist, that serves as a partial memoir, a dedication to his late son. In this anthology, Jade eloquently uses poetry to retell the story of his relationship with the mother of his son, the loss of his son, and his journey towards healing.
A trip down memory lane; retelling the history of the two lovers, where love almost conquered all. It delves into the love, sex and vulnerability felt by Jade during his relationship and mourning.
The anthology places emphasis on healing. It’s a reminder that sometimes the first step to healing, is acknowledging that you are in pain. Sometimes the pain goes away, sometimes it doesn’t but no matter what, you will get to live.
Tumaini is for anyone who knows of loss. The loss of self, the loss of love and the loss of a loved one. Tumaini was written for those looking for Hope.
EXCERPTS
Loss
"I can't remember your face. I struggle to imagine you there, to imagine who you'd be if you were here. I can count the number of pictures we have on one hand."
Healing
"You have so much unlearning to do but no one to teach you. You don’t know who you are, when you’re not broken."
Reflection
"My version of you moving on never involved love. I could picture you in the arms of another, saying the words and even starting a life together but never meaning it."
Intimacy
"Clothes were equivalent to a curse for us. To purify ourselves, you would bathe me in your waters and I would apply my milk to your skin."