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In the midst of the spark, we consumed too much and got lost in the fumes

Now high off our own supply, tripping off the chemistry of us

We are on our love ecstasy, we’re in deep

Depths the ocean couldn’t reach, the stars couldn’t cover and only God’s love for us can compete
You take me to places within myself I didn’t know could exist, 

I am afraid to lose myself in you

I’m afraid to give you the best parts of me

Because you’re the only one to ever want to love me

Because of the potential cuts laying in wake of my shattered glass heart waiting for you to take
I can already picture the scars and slits as you try piece me together

You are yet to promise forever but I can already see it in your actions

The way your hands say you love me and the volume your silence speaks

You are yet to promise forever but I can see it in your actions

I can see, you notice me
If this were the real me and you, would we let this moment take place

This temporary okay mistake, I hope you know I don’t usually do this

On introduction night, fantasize about reproduction and white picket fences

I’m not even sure I can pronounce your name, wait, do you even know mine?

Oh God, you take me to places within myself I didn’t know could exist

Am I wondering too far 

or maybe moving a little too fast, do you need a chance to catch up… 

So we can come together… And there after you can catch your breath.
Eyes closed and face to face, I can tell its too late to walk away

Close enough to lock lips, close enough to whisper words that matter but not close enough for us to share the secrets we hide

For you are a stranger I just met, barely a friend, now a lover, maybe a life partner or maybe just not yet.
We don’t know who we are, for we are still finding each other

We don’t know who we are, for I don’t know who I am

We don’t know who we are, and tomorrow I will take the time to find myself a little more 

but right now I accept right now, I’m supposed to be with you

Because I know, for the first time in my life, I’m with someone who feels like I do.

BlogMy focus is lost on you
Your everything consumes the little bit of something I have
The something I call a soul
You swallow me whole and refuse to let go
I see the sea of pain in your eyes
from guys who were just practice
I hear the roars of your fears as they whisper
“Casanova. Playa. Liar” and that other adjective
But like the goddess you are, you tame them
Like the real woman you are, you made mistakes and you own up to them
Like the angel you are, unseen by many
There are levels to you, too much, they’re plenty
A kind heart with a devils stare
A defense mechanism set to “I don’t care”
A cynic who believes in love but not that it’s meant for her
Grown but filled with child like, fairytale type fantasies of romance
Desires of a man who asks you out to dance
You want fire place love making, backseat back breaking
Nights out, under the stars that are breathe taking
But you don’t think a man like that exists, so you don’t bother waiting

You’ve had to settle for less in the past
You’ve had to compromise your standard to accommodate others
Sometimes self righteous and sometimes abuse lovers
I wonder what you’d say if I told you I love you despite your history
What would you say if I said I forgive you for not acknowledging me
Who would you be if you let go of the hurt and let someone in
Let someone know the parts you hide
The truths, the lies and the in betweensSecrets buried deep inside
The things you never let come to light

I’m trying to say I see you in all your glory
But I also want to be the man who accepts your shame
You are in your own league and deserve of man who brings something to the table
I don’t have much, but I’m willing and able
I’m saying I see the person you keep locked behind fake faces and roaring laughter
I’m saying, she’s the one
Yes her, the girl I’m after