I know it’s excessive;
repetitive,
and there’s not many ways to change it.
But I know that the best I can do is to say it in as many languages as you can understand
and I’ll repeat my love continuously until your soul remembers it.
***
I say it for the times you’ll be awake alone and I’ll be with you in my dreams,
I say it for the days we won’t speak because I was wrong and waiting for you to forgive me,
and I say it for the days you’ll be caught in doubt and question if my anger makes me desire you less.
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I say it because I want you to know the difference between those who sorta kinda wanted to love you,
those who were testing waters
and me.
I say it because at the end of every night,
it’s you I still want to give my next day.
I say it because it’s true.