I had it all,
and he was just trying to catch up,
You see, to me an “us” was important
but to him “he” was important,
To keep an us ,
I had to make sacrifices that made him happy,
Sacrifices that made me lose myself
in my attempts to keep him,
There wouldn’t be an us without him,
so I had to give my all,
even if it meant losing the parts of me that mattered
I lost moments with loved ones,
While he learnt to love a new someone
and when he was where he wanted to be
his life was perfect with the exception of me
I couldn’t picture living life with anyone but him
and he felt I didn’t even deserve a proper goodbye
Once the wind beneath me and now the gravity that holds me down
You and love decided to settle in another’s home.
Sapphire ©️ 2018