Uninspired romances bore me
Yet I recall incidents that never happened
Because I long for a something I never had
I miss and reminisce every day-dreamt kiss
Moans and thoughts of touch I try to dismiss
I live in a world of what if
Like what if we were more than friends
And had a love that never ends
Sure I wanted us to be more than thoughts
Because I thought we would become a reality
I hoped you would understand my “hard to get”
Notice , ignore and come get me
I myself am a novice at love
But I thought you had more patience
Because the skill required to steal my heart requires experience
I was a brick wall refusing to love
Now I’m in love
With someone who refuses to love me
What irony
You want me less now that the one in love, is me